She stumbled into her home. Hands shaking, hair sticking to her face. She walked into her bathroom and slammed the door shut. It felt as though water was filling her lungs, drowning in air.
‘Why is this happening?’ She thought to herself. Looking into the mirror she saw someone who was broken down, someone who she did not recognize. There was sweat trickling from her face down to her neck, making her thick sweater stick to her. She let out a loud scream and started to cry hysterically. Falling into a small heap on the floor, she cried in fear.
‘Why me?’ was bouncing around her head as she tried to calm down. All efforts to stop her sobbing were fruitless.
“What the hell did I do to deserve this? WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS, HUH?” She yelled out to no one in particular. She could be screaming at anyone. A teacher, a friend, an enemy, a mother, a father, or even herself. Maybe she’s calling out for help or yelling with a heart full of hate.
What are you calling out for?
State of Confusion
Why Wait?
Counting down until the start of your future. Waiting for things to work out, get better. Wasting the hours you have counting them. Not enjoying life because you’re too focused on what it could be.
Make your today better and don’t wait for your tomorrow. Gather yourself up and make the best of what you have. Make a campfire out of a small match because with time the ashes from your match will fall and ignite a flame that could never be put out.
You’re beautiful future will come but don’t lose focus of your wonderful today.
